..of the Girl With Massive Trust Issues.

Sorry, it's been quite a while since I last wrote, I've been terribly busy :/. Anyway, today I'm gonna talk about trust and the affect it has. I trust two people wholeheartedly. (Excluding family of course). Only two. One of you will read this. The other probably won't. And the sad thing is one of them I've never even met. (Now you definitely know haha) Out of 6 billion people in this world only two i totally, completely trust. But now.. there may be three. But is a different kind of trust. A trust I have never known before. The kind of trust that could easily be broken but you still have it. It's a really hard thing to do. To gain my trust. Not an easy task. But it could be an amazing thing once you have it. If you don't abuse it. Well, this new person I think I trust I never thought it would happen. As it never has before. But there is something about you that makes me let my guard down when I'm around you. And it may not be a good thing because we have that kind of relationship that any one little thing could disintegrate that trust. But as it stands right now, you have it. And it's really scary to realize that. Because trust is either kept or broken. And I really don't want it to break. I think I like the idea of trusting you. Knowing that you could up and leave but trusting you not to. I'm so scared to but I think I may. I just really hope you don't break it.. I'm more fragile than I let on. More fragile than you may think.