...of the Undeserving.

Have you ever had that one person who will never compare to anyone else? That one person who makes everything more magical and meaningful? The one who you would do anything for and you're not even sure they know it? The one who is nothing short of amazing and they don't even see it? The same person who you don't think they know what they mean to you even though you try your absolute hardest to show it? The one who will always come first no matter who comes and goes? The one you never, ever want to lose? The one you wish they felt all this same about you but as far as you can tell they don't as much as you wish? Only one person comes to mind as I ask these questions. And this person is legitimately the best thing that has ever happened to me. I don't know what I'd do without you. I'm not sure what I'd do if I ever lost you. And even though I may not be the first thing that comes to your mind as you're going on your day, but you still remain that constant person. The person I know I need. I may not mean to you exactly what you mean to me but i guess i'm okay with that. Because I'd rather have the gratitude of being in my life as you are then not at all. Everytime I see you makes me love you that much more. And everytime I leave you it makes me look even more forward to seeing you the next time. Just seeing your name, or hearing your voice, secretly makes me melt. You take my breath away and you don't even know it. It's a wonder how I stay so calm around you. You do have that affect on me though. Calm and collected on the outside, screaming for your side on the inside. I'm so so so so lucky that you even give me the time of day. Because to be honest, I don't deserve it. Someone with the greatness as you have shouldn't be wasting it on someone like me. You come first, always and forever. You. mean. everything. I truly, wholeheartedly love you. Please don't lose your magic. <3